Colbie Caillats words… i agree. :P

You’ve got magic inside your finger tips
its leaking out all over my skin
everytime that i get close to you
your makin me weak with the way you
look through those eyes

And all i see is your face
all i need is your touch
wake me up with your lips
come at me from up above
yeaaaa, oh i need you

I remember the way that you move
your dancin easily through my dreams
its hittin me harder and harder with all your smiles
you are crazy gentle in the way you kiss

All i see is your face
all i need is your touch
wake me up with your lips
come at me from up above

Oh baby i need you
to see me, the way i see you
lovely, wide awake in
the middle of my dreams

i cant even tell you

how productive i feel.

writing stuff down certainly makes things easier to remember!! kate is such an inspiration!

seriously though, im really serious abou tbeing organized with thoughts, deadlines, assignments, bills, etc. and its working. i have As in my classes so far, and i feel like im on top of things.

Im changing my life, one step at a time… but i am feeling like im finally growing up. im taking a good hard look at myself and the things i need to work on and im doing them. life is good. i cant tell you one bad thing about my life in the past couple of months. God has opened my eyes to so many things and has given me the strength to tackle those issues i have in myself. I praise Him for all He has blessed me with.

“You make me laugh
‘Cause your eyes they light the night
They look right through me
You bashful boy
You’re hiding something sweet” -Pheobe Snow

I had a great weekend. Friday, I hung out with Mr. Johnson and had a great time, as usual. Saturday I had training for work, found out I had a SC temperment… (the DISC test), and had dinner with patrick. I miss pdizzle. sunday went to church, and saw queen latifah with Ian, his dad and step mom. it was amazing! She sang jazz, and was increadible!! i was very very pleasantly surprised. I love her. She covered this song called “poetry man” which was definitely my favorite. She really was great. 

on a little bit of a lower note, i think im fighting off some kind of sickness. And there was a million-legged bug in my room last night but it was so high up that i couldnt reach it and holly wouldnt have been able to reach it so i just turned off the light and tried to pretend that i never saw it in the first place. but i did, which was evident in my nightmares about million legged bugs crawling in my ears and up my nose and everything. it was gross.

Church was really good on sunday mornin. Pastor Joe talked about Judas, and basically talked about his character, and why he may have done what he did. It broke my heart. Someone who heard Jesus speak with his own ears, saw Him do miracles with his own eyes, fellowshiped with him on a personal level… didnt accept His salvation. His heart never came to Him. Thats so sad.

Today

Just try to remember to slow down. Take a deep breath, and thank God for the life He has given you.

One of those songs

That was probably written about some boy somewhere, but I totally think of God when I hear it.

No One – Alicia Keys 

“I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry ‘cuz
Everything’s going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything’s going to be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry ‘cuz
Everything’s going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything’s going to be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try try to divide something so real
So til the end of time I’m telling you there is no one

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you”

Visions

For the past couple o months or so, I have been getting a reoccuring vision. ok i dont know if i would describe it as a vision, but before I go to sleep I get these HUGE flashes of light. They are so indescribably bright that I can hardly keep my eyes closed… but I try to because I want to see. But they are quick, bright flashes of light. The reason why I think it is from God is and #1… I can tell because I know what my spirit does when I have visions.  The best I can describe it is a dancing and a burning all at once. And #2 I came across the verse that explained what it was. 

“For as the lightning comes from the east and flashes to the west, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be.”

Yall might think im crazy, but thats what it is. Hes comin, and Hes comin quickly. We need to stop sitting around. Stop being intimidated and scared. Get out there and start loving people. Start sharing the truth that we know. Who cares what they think of us? Who cares. Lets stop trying to be popular and cool and whatever, and get real. We know something the rest of the world doesnt. why are we keeping our mouths closed?

theres no point

to this post except to say that i was hoping to get out early but mrs. joey has not arrived.

life is good though.

i wish it would rain tonight.

but it wont. it may rain tomorrow though.

i just wanna …. i dnno.

im hungry.

One World Government.

 

Its comin yall, get ready. 

“He causes all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hand or on their foreheads, and that no one may buy or sell except one who has the mark or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.” Revelation 16&17

hmm

the things we talked about in small group really gave me a lot to think about. it was a very very interesting discussion, and almost confirmation that I am taking steps in the right direction.

im still processing. more tomorrow!!

Can I just tell you

how excited I am to be in school??? I LOVE my classes, they are mind bending. I just hope that my simple writing style is appreciated as much as it was back at Temple. I remember Danielle used to laugh at me all the time, because my writing was like… really easy for everyone to understand. Im not about all the fancy vocab and stuff like that. Straight to the point. This school is tougher than Temple is, so its definitely going to be a challenge for me. Im excited though. Really excited.

 On an amazing note, God has been healing Holly in such a way that is indescribable. Financially and physically. Its increadible!!!!! PRAISE GOD! I also praise God that her and I were able to work everything out between us.

I dont think im going back to truelife. I  talked to Pete about it today. The drama is plaguing me. And maybe I am buckling under pressure, but maybe I just dont feel like wasting energy defending myself against petty stuff. My personal life is no ones business really, and the fact that its often the topic of conversation is irritating to me. And not to  mention people are trying to mess with with friendships of mine and just…showing their true character. and you know what? im tired. and i dont have to put up with it. so im not going to. If I have to be in a ministry to serve God, then Im not a true follower of Christ. Im going out, and doing something. Im done talking about change, and community, and all of that stuff. Im going to stop talking about it, and start doing it. We have been talking and talking and talking and we can keep doing that until we die, and accomplish nothing. Lets start doing something.  Lets get out there. Lets share love with those who dont believe they deserve to be loved. Lets go. Is there anyone whos with me?? Or is it just gonna be me and God again?